Sweeping them off like dust which appears in places less attended,
Trying hard to hide them away
yet they are most likely to arrive without any invitation,
A scar which remained behind
will always triggered the mind with memories.
memories which the heart desire to forget,
whilst the mind chose not to listen.
Unresolved issues of the past
I cannot underestimate your will to possess my mind,
you refused to be buried,
You chose to be right there beside me like a shadow,
Following me everywhere I go…
rationality was never your friend,
causing trouble in life is your biggest achievement.
Until we’ve made peace with our quarrel
You will always remain my guest.
And I would be please to be at your service…
I am tired of fighting you
You occurred for a reason
You’ve given me a hell of a nightmare
But this time
I’ve learnt to stand tall like redwood
looking closely at my reflection on the mirror.
allowed reality to sink in,
realized that I am greater than what you thought,
Kingdom rise and fall
My fall is my victory
I have gained the strength of being true to myself,
my rise is my loss
For the eye will not see what lies beyond measure.
yet it claims to see all…
I refuse to enjoy the calmness of living life with less conflict,
Bitterness is the counterpart of sweet,
therefore the armor of appreciation
will help me grow to be a responsible being,
I have to accept the unexpected
be grateful for everything God had given me.
Finding myself 
Oh, yes, thank you for that. I really hope things do get better. It has been a long road, and basically I’ve crumpled my brain a bit. Things might straighten though. Hope that your issue too gets a resolve it deserves.
This is so beautiful. Isn’t it just so difficult at times to find oneself, and then, when finding, so simple. To stand tall, like a red oak as you say, full of true nobility.
I agree with you.I might seek for a place to belong while that places is already found,I am just in the middle of nowhere,struggling to take that short left to places that will unleash hidden things.thanks for reading and I hope that this unresolved issues of the past will find their way to see the light and live harmonious life.