Some ghosts are not easily laid to rest.
They decide to exhume without warning,
exposing their existence uninvited.
Especially when you begin to enjoy your peace.
Although you have buried them deeply underneath the rocks of concrete.
They refuse to stay there.
Then they come banging at your door
Expecting a warm welcome.
Even though you chose to leave the door locked
They find a way to come back
sneaking, peeling off the layers of the concrete
They are like terrorist with a mission to destroy.
Carrying an atomic bomb filled with hostility.
They know nothing but war.
Obedience is marked by death
Serving a higher purpose
Who is their Master?
they thirst for blood, pain and despair.
Your downfall gives them great pleasure.
Do not fell threatened
You are not entirely alone.
You are protected by the most powerful, most loving and most caring being.
The past always haunts us especially if there are feelings which you haven’t dealt with during that time. Letting go is not easy hence it takes time. Therefore, everyday I give myself time to reflect back and try to find a way to forgive myself for the things I could have done differently thus embracing the lessons which comes with it. This is a journey. Forgive yourself and be thankful you are given a second chance which is the present moment.
P.S You are beautiful and strong.