Secret Place

Where do I begin?
When will this madness end?
I sat motionless on the library desk
while my mind was busy roaming, traveling to an unknown place.
A place which has serenity and selfless liberation,
Having a great need to share the secrets of these place with this person next to me.
I feel like sharing will bring great fulfillment,
Enhance the natural connection of our own excitement,
I am afraid that you will react differently,
Your stubbornness would restrict you from feeling this pure happiness.
Can you hear the soft music that we create with our bodies,
We need not said anything,
Let’s just free our soul and enjoy the song created by our heart beats.
It sadden me that it will take time for you to understand,
accept reality and act neutral towards this situation
Do you believe that whatever we share is real?

Ignoring the roar inside me

That one steamy moment shared was riveting,
Your silent treatment ruffle my fantasy,
The distance between us sadden me,
Trying to retrieve back what you’ve told me.
Tired of feeling caught up into your nasty schemes.
Clearly got me during my moment of weakness.
Your touch become a lasting imprint on my skin like a tattoo.
Contaminated my mind with lies, I won’t forgive you.
Pleading to keep our love affair secretive
I am outspoken, your sedate personality is about to get screwed
The segment of our strong feelings trouble me,’
Wish it foresee delightful memories.
The roar inside me infuriated me,
Requires to be attended, listened and understood,
Sudden change happened simultaneously
Stirring tenderness feeling inside,
Behind spoken words there is a lot to hide,
Seeking a place to escape these difficult times.
I want him,I want him now.