Mysterious Man

Silence filtered between us,
My mind wondering whether I’ve made a right decision,
The truth inside my heart share a different story,
Wondered who is this strange man by my side,
I thought I knew him, I was wrong.
Slowly the spirit of regret lingers through my soul,
Searching for the truth being untold.
Agreed to take a trip using different transportation,
Gave him the freedom to choose,
Both played a dangerous game, I don’t intend to lose
Sacrificed my time to understand this mysterious being,
Thinking about the day I’ve let him to become a part of my life,
A disguised character was formed inside me.
Ignorance was built within this walls between us,
Acting like everything is fine
while the foundation was in jeopardy to collapse,
Lost the assurance of trust we once possessed.
The silver cup is broken.
time to let go,
Explore other possibilities,
Accepting the color of my skin,
Defeated confusion without a fight,
My dear love you’ve lost me a long time ago.
Allow reality to sink in,
You cant keep on floating above the waters,
Hiding behind our ego’s is not helping,
Save yourself from getting affected form the disease of lies.
I’ve given you freedom therefore you shall enjoy it.

Well known Ghost

I’m stunned by your appearance,
Yet I’ve known you for years,
I’ve promised myself that I’m going to cherish our friendship,
Though its not the best friendship in the world,
We could be together and utter no word
Asking myself what kind of a friend are you?
though you’d never disappointed me
but your presence makes me less integrated,
Remember the memories we’ve created,
You’d never judged me,
but your remarks made me felt foolish,
You cared less about my relationship
Let alone the pain that came with my hardship.
Sometimes I pretend that I don’t see you
while your dress code stood out from the crowd
I don’t know your real name but I know your face pretty well.
You are a well known ghost called loneliness,
Today I’m proud to say that I’m not embarrassed anymore to be your friend.

My shinning star

Suddenly you have become a far-fetched dream,
I’m starting to make peace,
Believe that you are better off without me,
The impact you possessed was never real,
You’ve already leaped away.
I’m relieved that we took our separate ways,
Our closure lasted for a while,
Now the truth is not hidden from our smiles,
We shine so brightly like the summer sun,
I’m pleased that we chose to carry on with our lives
Give the Almighty my greatest gratitude for opening my eyes,
Never entertain your heart for wanting something that is beyond,
Repeated a story untold,
felt heavy, a burden I cannot hold.
Your lasting imprint, lesson to be always cherished,
You only human,dominated human theories had consume your mind,
Your pride had blinded you not to see a pure gold on your side,
Played modest for the world to hide,
Buried our dejavu inside our hearts,
Nothing felt right every time I caught your sight
Pardon me for losing such gruesome fight,
Never intended for wasting our precious time,
Lets just kiss and say goodbye.
Our departure could resemble eternal light,
Although these wonderful companionship lasted for a short period of time,
I’m taking what’s rightfully mine,
I don’t want to leave anything behind,
Me and You we just different, I admit
Could not stand the heat you brought into my life,
But you will always be my shinning star.

Unfamiliar Place

There is a something about this place,
I struggle to put my finger on it,
It reminds me of a trip onced taken,
Filled with emotions never shaken.
A sense of peace linger through the atrmosphere,
Sat motionless,connecting with this unfamiliar place,
Undying scent of flowers captured my soul,
Recallling every memory I shared with mother nature.
Hearing the beats of the drum calling my name,
Commanding me to dance to an unfamiliar tune,
You’d sworn that I am dreaming,
But the dream is happening right through my eyes,
I am sitting alone here yet my spirit is there,
Confused by the inner forces of the picture painted with real life experiences.
This are just not usual visions,
They speak to me with a strange language that I could understand.
A road never taken create curiosity,
Using all my senses to understand the purpose of this trip,
It was taken without my free will.
Yet I honour my instincts of pushing me to reach the peak of the mountain,
It was never easy but I took it,
Now good memories are written in the book of life,
Relocating themselves in my mind,
The sense of gravity pulling me down,
Yet my spirit is longing to fly,
Flying is filled with so much liberation,
reducing the norms of limitations,
The sky is not a limit,
A limit is a nature of humankind,
Embracing evry possibilities till the end of time.

So Beautiful

Your immense beauty flows freely like a waterfall,
Making me feel at ease as you wrap your warms arms around me,
Never felt weary to carry my burden,
Your undying love restore my happiness.
Washing away the dirt off my feet,
Giving me mhope everytime I fall.
Laughing at my stupid jokes,
I could sense your presence form far away,
Reminding me of my worth,
Your voice singing a lullaby for me to sleep.
Creating lovely sweet dreams,
Mama, thank you for being a pillar of my strength
Showering me everyday with non material gifts
Your existence completes me.
Making my heart feel content.
Teaching me to honour every little thing I have…
Enjoying the scent of your perfume,
You’d never grew old through my eyes,
You are still beautiful like yesterday.
Though you have no penny,pound or gold
I still consider you wealthy.
Your wealth is not measured economically but spiritually.
You are mt refuge when I dont have anywhere to go
You are such a great teacher though you are uneducated,
Your love and care will always shine,
No matter how bad the thunder would strike
Under your wings, everything is fine.
You are the reason that today Im still alive.
I love you with all my heart,
Nothing, I mean nothing will come between us and our love.
We fly like the birds,
Keeping me away from harm, I thank you my lady.

Misunderstood

Strange as the world perceive you,
Your unquiness beg for question,
feed the world with false beliefs,
Thus you feel unsure about your normality.
shameless you are, my dear friend
Challenging the curious mind,
hide your confusion with your beautiful smile,
laugh at your own jokes,
Accepting your uniqueness.
feeling reluctant to take the passengers seat,
being in charge of the steering wheel,
forgive me Mr officer for driving recklessly,
i am not perfect but I am sure I will reach my destination just in time.
The map Im using is unreliable,
Fate will get me there.
my senses wont deceive me unless im dreaming.
Need no witness testimony to make my case strong,
I was there,I know every details.
Put yourself in my shoes
being controlled or put in a standard is never fun.
Please dont spoil my mood,
im better off without your ridiculous games.
your imagination is unlimited,
how can you wish for something you already have…
Our unfulfilled hearts introduce trouble,
we are misunderstood because we have alienated ourselves from this world.
We never felt like we belong anywhere…

Writer’s Addiction

Questioning the writer’s intention is rather an insult.
Yet we tend to write,share our thoughts to connect with the audience,
We treat our craft like antique paintings such as Mona Lisa,giving it a pretigious appraisal everyday
Hide away our confusion, believing that the reception is less likely to be misunderstood,
We care less about how the world view our craft,
striving to make a point
The intelligent minds tried to analyse our intentions.
Everyday we become more and more unpredictable.
Our writing ability flows so smoothly like the stream,
everyday we wake up with new dreams.
Though we try to ignore their meaning, we keep painting picture that evoke emotions considered to be buried.
This craft is naturally rooted, being explored with every aspects of our human senses.
Our space is filled with sweet soul soothing aroma,
tasting very sweet yet bitter, a far fetched tune echo so softly in our ears.
Commanding us to dance to our only known music,
We enjoy seeing them confused, keeping them wondering…
Giving them the freedom to choose the reception of our craft
Forgeting to read between the lines
Together we can take the climb
But there is no guarantee that both of us will return alive,
We die with ignorance,
Doubting ourselves to take that next step