This desire of finding the actual answer takess all my energies,
Limiting the possibilities of living peacefully.
Sometimes I got to let things die,
Creating a space of new rebirth which moves with time,
Finding difficulties to alocate the actual problem.
Peace could be found with the realization that changes must be made,
Often anxiety is the price to pay for not accepting change.
The feeling of longing to be in control makes me exhausted,
Exposing the fear of being seen fragile,
Opening the windows every morning to give my room a new life.
Allowing the gentle breeze to to its magnificent job.
Blowing away the blues, congested memories of the night,
Feeling awaken as I drank my coffee,
The readiness of exploring today’s new possibilities shine through my eyes,
Thoughts of last night dreams intend to dominate my free spirited mood.
Giving me trouble to make up my mind.
But faith emerged from that hardship,
Restoring hope about building a bridge between confusion and understanding.
Soon I will be able to cross over,leave the confusion behind,
Find my inner self.
Waving goodbye to the old, welcoming the new possibilties with open arms.
The night is filled with so much magic,
The moon above the sky dancing to the music made by the owls,
The scent captured within the wind makes my mind travel a mile,
Reminding me about that night I spent with him,dreaming around his arms.
The sound of moving trees,a distance laughter echos in my ears,
Giving me the awareness of the pure magic found inside my body,
The stars beautifully glittering overhead,
A sedate feeling filled my heart with peace,
Everything looked beautiful.
My soul was filled with great happiness,
Now I’ve found my piece of mind,
My private space of liberation,
Located deeply inside my heart.
This wonderful artist piece was inspired by the book written by Nora Roberts,The Donovan Legacy-Captivated.
Lost awareness of my real emotions,
Floating through an unknown stream,
The roar inside me commanding me to scream!
I’m no longer familiar with the sweetest taste of strawberry ice-cream.
Lost my appetite after taking that strange trip,
Don’t tell anyone what is really happening,
Your personal life is allergic to public attention,
Remain unknown,save yourself from being asked all sort of questions.
Spent most of your time hiding,
The scar on your face keeps on reminding,
Forgive me for being confusing,
Sometimes I am Stunned by my own reflection on the mirror,
My eye sight tend to deceive me,
Finding it hard to see the actual image,
Troubled by the picture in front of me,
I wish I understood the artist intentions.
Everyday I’m introduced to a new creation.
Someday you’ll be forced to reconnect with that past,
Cannot built your judgement based on assumptions,
You’ve lost interest upon fulfilling other people’s expectations.
You will always remain unknown,
An alien, misunderstood.
Portrait as being weird because of your uniqueness,
Don’t allow the world to jeopardize your happiness.
Everyday I will cherish the gift of life no matter how small they may be,
A little dose of magic will add color to my subtle image of life,
Teach me to smile
Embrace the beauty seen through my sight.
Silence filtered between us,
My mind wondering whether I’ve made a right decision,
The truth inside my heart share a different story,
Wondered who is this strange man by my side,
I thought I knew him, I was wrong.
Slowly the spirit of regret lingers through my soul,
Searching for the truth being untold.
Agreed to take a trip using different transportation,
Gave him the freedom to choose,
Both played a dangerous game, I don’t intend to lose
Sacrificed my time to understand this mysterious being,
Thinking about the day I’ve let him to become a part of my life,
A disguised character was formed inside me.
Ignorance was built within this walls between us,
Acting like everything is fine
while the foundation was in jeopardy to collapse,
Lost the assurance of trust we once possessed.
The silver cup is broken.
time to let go,
Explore other possibilities,
Accepting the color of my skin,
Defeated confusion without a fight,
My dear love you’ve lost me a long time ago.
Allow reality to sink in,
You cant keep on floating above the waters,
Hiding behind our ego’s is not helping,
Save yourself from getting affected form the disease of lies.
I’ve given you freedom therefore you shall enjoy it.
Constantly lingers through your thoughts,
Past memories drifting through my sight,
Looking at a picture that is right infront of me,
ancient events recurring like they happened yesterday.
The image so vivid yet confusing
Keeping myself occupied,evading the truth.
I cant let myself go through that road again,
Being there would unfold umhealed wounds.
Making myself bitter,
Letting silence be his keeper,
The pain had grommed me.
revisting the past would break me,
Buries the pain very deep,allowing a new chapter of my life to shine on me.
Just let things be…going back there is not helping.
You ar causing yourself pain,
You’ve tried everything to remove the stain,
It is so sturborne, it chose to remain
yet you tend to yearn for closure.
Forgive yourself for your blindness,
Stop questioning your carelessness,
Embrace your mistakes as lesson learnt,
Though you keep on cursing the day you fel into his trap.
Using his lustful devious strategies to caught you under his spell.
The monster within him doesnt understand the true meaning of love,
Free your mind,his disease might be contagious.
I know you are feeling ridiculous
but dont let your past limit your capabilities.
Honour the experience,
Be grateful that you are LOVING,
He was too busy with other things,
He didnt recognise this important gift you are holding,
That his loss, silense filtered into the air,
Peace locating within your soul…BREATH
Your immense beauty flows freely like a waterfall,
Making me feel at ease as you wrap your warms arms around me,
Never felt weary to carry my burden,
Your undying love restore my happiness.
Washing away the dirt off my feet,
Giving me mhope everytime I fall.
Laughing at my stupid jokes,
I could sense your presence form far away,
Reminding me of my worth,
Your voice singing a lullaby for me to sleep.
Creating lovely sweet dreams,
Mama, thank you for being a pillar of my strength
Showering me everyday with non material gifts
Your existence completes me.
Making my heart feel content.
Teaching me to honour every little thing I have…
Enjoying the scent of your perfume,
You’d never grew old through my eyes,
You are still beautiful like yesterday.
Though you have no penny,pound or gold
I still consider you wealthy.
Your wealth is not measured economically but spiritually.
You are mt refuge when I dont have anywhere to go
You are such a great teacher though you are uneducated,
Your love and care will always shine,
No matter how bad the thunder would strike
Under your wings, everything is fine.
You are the reason that today Im still alive.
I love you with all my heart,
Nothing, I mean nothing will come between us and our love.
We fly like the birds,
Keeping me away from harm, I thank you my lady.