Though I have tasted the swetnesss of your deception I keep coming back for more.
You are a habit I cannot resist
A drug which keeps me intoxicated with deep seductive charm,
forcing me to expose my vulnerability
I just can’t get enough.
I have let you in my life to close the emptiness and the void which I have hidden for such a long time.
Feed you with lies, toyed with your feelings and made you believe I am happy even satisfied
Fuck……I didn’t want to bruise your ego. You were just a short-lived fun, risky, thrilling to experience and I liked every minute of it.
Your presence gave me an adrenalin run
I knew that adventure is your middle name.
Then suddenly I couldn’t deal with the catastrophic experience which burns me with mixed emotions.
You are such a beautiful nightmare that I have began to enjoy.
Please don’t wake me yet…..
Once this is over, just forget we had ever met.
Move on….we are just strangers, you do not know my name.
I am dangerous….you just deserve better.