I thought I knew this man next to me,
He gave my life a new meaning,
I stood motionless, watching him closely like a private investigator on duty,
Suddenly the unknown coldness rip every inch of the fabric of my consciousness,
Sending me into a bitter, sweet silence
I want to leave this madness
but my heart tells me to stay and enjoy the experience.
He was already gone a long time ago
but sitting next to me.
He simply faded like the wind that blows outside my window
Now I’m left alone to deal with my sorrows,
Yet he promised to be my everyday HERO
Now I just wonder why I still feel like you exist,
Though you lived only in my dreams,
Sometimes I convinced myself that you are forgotten,
Yet in silence, I think about you.
I find myself waiting, craving,wanting to be right next to you
However, your presence evoke all the pain you cost me.
Finding myself 